gyuhyun:

His life is dull and depressing; it’s painted black and white. The only colour he sees the splash of crimson red after the bang of a pistol or the copper coloured alcohol that swirls around his glass. His life has always been painful; he's lost too many loved ones. His mother, his father, his lover. With wide eyes filled with endless pain and bone white skin tarnished with thousands of tears, he's quite remarkable. Even with such losses, even though he knows any breath could be his last, even with his fate in the blood stained hands of Kris Wu and even with such heavy burdens on his back, he's still alive. 
Last year was the year his lover died. It’s been over a year since Kyungsoo thinks part of him has died with Jongin. Time moves too slow, seconds turn into minutes and minutes turn into hours, he wonders why is he really still alive? He has nothing to live for anymore. 
Jongin has gone, but he hasn’t met Kai yet.

>>Link to Nostalgia<<